Relationship to Writing

I have never been good at writing and I don’t necessarily enjoy it at all. The only times I like to write is when it falls under a creative style. In high school, I was never properly taught how to write and was forced to write down things I wasn’t passionate about. My father was the one who taught me the how to basics of solid essay writing. However, I feel like a “robot writer” where I just make up basic answers and put them on a page.

Personally, I know that I need to work on my writing flowing together and having ideas thoughtfully planned out. While writing I lose ideas of what I should be saying and tend to blank out a lot. I become stuck sitting and worrying about how I am going to fill up the page and continue. If writing is something that is not forced I will enjoy it more.